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Bad day

5 months ago · 1 · Suicidal Thoughts, +7


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For the first time in my life i genuinely considered ODing, i was thinking of these narcotics i have and the urge was so strong, like back when i used to cut and the only way to stop myself from doing that was binging on food but i overate till i was in pain and now i just feel terrrible becasue i also have an ED and it just set it off into a bad episode basically. And the urge only went away a little bit, not even fully. I was going to contact a hotline but most of them aren't available for me (i kept getting not available in your area) and i have to wait till my sister is asleep before i can contact becasue she or my parents would make me do stuff and that's wasting hotline time.

So yeah, bad day.

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  • Novni Guest · 5 months ago

    You can look up “suicide hotlines in *area*”.

    I hope things get better. Don’t give up on yourself.

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