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I used to reach to the stars. I used to be that girl. İn high school i was beautiful. I had a crush. I was the top student in my class. Teachers were literally adoring me. I felt smart. I was smart. I had this this little spark in my hearth that make me believe the magic of tommorow. It may sound so unreal and functional. But that was my life. Well now… ı am a student in a great university but ı kerp failing my classes. I am the bottom student. I cant see my future. I m nerwous about my future. I think ı will be jobless. I gained 30 kilo. I scrubed my face pull out my hair and fucked up my body just because of stress. I have no dream. No hope. I ve just realized that ı dont even love my self anymore. My parents got divorced and my father cant take care of him self.ı pitty my father ı get angry to my father. I pitty my mother. And ı also need space from my control freak mother My sister gree cold shoulder to me. She doesnt want to share her day or even have a conversation with me. She is angry all the time. While my friends say be strong to me. I am slowly fallin apart and ı m just one of the audience. I just watch cant do anything about it. I tryhold my lifes rope and not let it go by day by day it just seems like pointless efford. I just wish for a miracle. A miracle to show me there is still a tomorrow. There is hope. And everything will be just fine. But ı gurss thats a dream too. This is story of a girl who is sinking derp in to her desperstness day by day.
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