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So, I feel lonely. I have love and support all around me from family. I feel God around me. But, I also feel this heavy ache that seems to linger with me…a weird feeling of emptiness inside me. I want to pull others in and want to grasp the attention of an audience cause I have much to say. I feel like I blend in with the walls at times. I feel lonely and unaccomplished. I was blessed with a beautiful daughter that literally took a village to raise after her father left. I’m thankful for my family. I was sick my whole life before my daughter and was told I needed to get married, and have children young, if I wanted to have children. I overcame depression, being bullied, and relationships that brought me me down. But the world makes me feel like I’m not worthy. I’m blessed to be here! Yes, I am. But the world makes me feel like I’m not worthy cause I don’t have a car or a job, and I’m a single mother. My daughter father is back and I’m happy for her. I pushed and worked so hard for him to keep contact with her. Now he’s working on a career while I’m trying to start. I work hard too. I’m a single mom, so everything I do is for my daughter . I look at people and wonder why every time I try to do something to better myself I find out something bad, or get sick with something else. I never let my illnesses get in the way though. I graduated this year before I caught Covid with a 3.92 gpa and an honor student. I even got offers from 5 of the top colleges in Texas. But it isn’t enough. I still feel emptiness and unworthy. I try to help my parents in every way, I just can’t help them like I want financially. They had Covid too and now they’re sick and can’t really work like they once did. I want to take care of them, but it’s hard when I’m not able to work just yet myself. I always cry cause I just feel like nothing. I see scars from surgeries and brokenness when I look in the mirror at myself. I just don’t feel well mentally or physically. I always feel sad and unseen in a way. I don’t know why I feel last. Sometimes I feel like I can’t breathe and my anxiety is really bad.
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I feel you girl
ReplyMatthew 28: 20 ".....I am with you always, even unto the end of the world. Amen"
Isaiah 41:20 "Fear thou not; I am with thee:be not dismayed;for I am thy God. I will strengthen thee.I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness.
1 Chronicles 16:11 "seek the Lord and his strength, seek his face continually"
He's There. God is always there for you. This world is not our home, we are just passing through, but for now we must live in it and try our best to shine our light. I am sorry to hear of the challenges you are going through and hope that things may work out for good. It's okay to feel down and worried, but don't let that take control of your life. You are God's child, and you are Worthy! Pray and Read your Bible and have faith and also work (many have faith but do not work and try to help themselves) . Do your best and Let the Lord do the rest.
This is world is not easy, and believing in God doesn't mean it will be all rainbows and sunshines for us. The devil will try to challenge us harder.He never stops tempting us. He wants you to break. We must stand strong!
I encourage you to read your bible,pray, watch Christian preaching, movies, songs... Find your ways of getting closer to the Lord.
Love God.. Love yourself and then Love others
Psalm 139 "....I am fearfully and wonderfully made....
~You are Beautiful~
I pray that things get better for you physically, mentally, spiritually, and financially. May God continue to Bless, Guide and Protect you and your family.
"God did not remove the red sea, He opened it; He will help us find a way through our problems as well" -Brad Wilcox
Psalm 34:17, Psalm 9:9-10, Psalm 46:1-3, 1 Peter 5:7, Psalm 27: 1-3,
Blessings to you from me 💛
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