Fed up

I get it I get it. I should focus on my studies in university and not care so much about having a social life or having any form of companionship with people.

I'm doing my work? I don't get it why is it so wrong for me to ponder these things just because I'm in university.

I had to focus on studies during school and hold back on so many things and you want me to hold back still in university? Then when can I ponder about my life, what I want to gain from this one chance of LIVING.

I'm not asking for much really. I don't understand what's the big deal. Some of you say it'll happen naturally so don't focus on the socializing stuff but I'm in my last year and honestly it felt like nothing change by just focusing on my assignments and studies.

Can people just live a little? Not everyone wants to be so absorbed in a course they aren't that passionate in in the first place.

The world sucks, and we can't afford to have fun. I get it.