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I hate my parents, my mom, she just wants me dead she even says I wish u weren't born also she said It'll be better if I killed u in my womb so u weren't born she slaps me beats me like she truly hates me and takes her all stress out on me my father, he also watches my mom beating me like its nothing.. sometimes I wonder if god even exists nobody can even imagine what I'm going through, I'm mentally fucked my brother he treats me like shit my mom asks him to treat me bad they r not letting me live my life, they don't let me go out not even school sometimes.. they control my life i wanna escape but i don't have any money they don't give me money,, today I didn't eat nobody cared nobody even asked me if u had lunch or not they don't let me talk to my school friends and one day my one and only friend called me on my mom's phone my mom said to pick it up and say you're busy.. I'm tired of crying I fainted once while crying Idk why this is happening to me ....their words like u r so ugly, u r so shitty, u disgust me , just go die , hits me so hard.....I'm slowly turning emotionless and numb now i thought of every way to get rid of my problems and the only way came out which is not easy not at all to study well obviously without tutions coz they don't let me get in one and get admission in big university by my own get scholarships and get out of this city and live my life but with all that fucked up mental health it'll not be so easy but i will try my bestest coz I can't spend my life like this, I can't, this is so difficult more than it looks .....and i promise myself i will not give up because nothing can be worst then this i will not give up never ever i am strong and i will get through this .......
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Im sorry for what you have been through but please dont ever let your toxic family destroy your life. I know you are a strong person.You must seek for help because this is kind of like mental abuse and you need help. One day, you must get out from that house and live a happy life. I trust you gonna make it one day
ReplyMy good wishes r with u. Dont loose hope, this too shall pass. Dont let them win❤
ReplyThis is going on with me as well. Families just aren't what they used to be. I'm sorry you're being mistreated and I hope you can get away from them asap. You deserve all the love in the world never think any different.
ReplyMy parents divorced when I was single digits in age and I chose to live with my father, the crazy one, so I wouldn't have to change schools and make new friends.
For the next several years, I lived in a nightmare but few could know it. I didn't like talking about these things because I thought I'd get myself into more trouble by trying to find a way out. He had much control over me. Luckily, there was no physical abuse but there was much mental abuse. Because he was an alcoholic and had become addicted to drugs, I saw things that no you man should have to see as he's growing up.
Flash forward many years later. I'm an adult now with children of my own. I swore I would be nothing my father was and everything he wasn't. It seems his father, too, was an alcoholic and was abusive as well. Maybe I'm the one who broke the chain in our bunch.
From what I've seen over the years, children often become the product of their environment. I hate to hear that you're uncomfortable with your current situation but that, to me, is confirmation that you're going to live a great life on the other side and will be a person whom others respect..not fear.
For now, know that you've not reached the end of the road yet in this rough journey but one day, you will be free and I hope that you'll quickly find a way to become self sufficient so that you don't have to fall back on these folks if you ever find yourself in need in the early days of getting out on your own.
Until you get to the end of that road, though, be strong. If things get too bad and you can't handle them alone, you need to reach out for help. From your story, it seems the law or child protective services could get involved to some degree by this point.
Know that others have walked the path you are on now. People like me know what you're going through, we understand your pain, and we totally understand you reaching out for advice.
I will be wishing you the best and I know now that I'll be thinking about you for the remainder of my day today.
Good Luck!
ReplyHello. If I could give you any advice it would be “see you school counselor”, so they know what’s happening to you. This is NOT natural at all. Get help so you have an advocate on your side. Please let someone know. I say this - you ARE important, you ARE needed, you ARE someone, you ARE amazing, and you ARE wanted for your kindness, intelligence, amazing personality, and loving nature. Do not let hate win. Talk to someone!
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