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This is ny first time telling complete strangers my story. I'm doing this because I want to write a book and domt know where to begin. So here I go. I was molested and raped by my girl cousin and older brother when I was younger. I told my family and they didn't believe me. I tried to get help when I was in his but my grandma told me that I didn't need a therapist because our family's dirty laundry didn't need to be put out there nor did she think I was " crazy". So I couldn't go. Years later I was kicked out of college for an episode I had that caused trouble in the school whilst seeing a psychologist. That didn't help. I was kicked out. I also never had a mom. She left me with my dad when I was 2. With my older brother and younger brother. Earlier this year I found out that my " dad" wasn't even my dad or my younger brothers. ( my older brother belonged to another man which my dad already knew) I want to write a book about the years of abuse that I dealt with from my dad ( drug, alcohol, physical) my sexual and physical abuse I experienced with my older brother and cousin, I also want to talk about not having a mom and being raised by strangers. My dad still doesn't know about me not being his. Idk what to do about that but I'll hopefully have enough bravery to put that in my book. I'm just scared it might hurt him because he already drinks heavily. I'm exhausted about thinking of other people's feeling . I'm tired of putting others before myself. I'm in my early thirties and have been dealing with the feelings by myself for so long. Psychologist don't help. So I figure telling my story ro help others will. What should I do. Especially with telling my dad that I'm not his
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