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So, it started out some years ago (2007 precisely). I was just a leap above my 2nd decade. During this period, I was doing my A-Levels program. I met this guy (Mr. L) who was in the university and we started a relationship (that was how I understood it to be).
At 2009, I gained admission and he had graduated but the relationship contd. Meanwhile, out of youthful exuberance, I still had certain male friends who I was not involved with in terms of "relationship".
One of these guys (Mr. B) invited me over to his place [we've been chatting online close to a year but Mr. L was not aware] and I obliged the same day I was meant to see Mr. L.
Don't think I'm a player or a prostitute (far from it); I only wanted to meet new people and also visit a new place (besides both places ain't too far from each other - approximately, a 90-mins drive apart).
I got to Mr. B's place and was delayed because he was busy with some errands for his dad. I was sincerely conscious of time as I had another journey to make that same day; I couldn't afford to pass the night at his place, so I offered to stay at his business center for our little chit-chat. As I thought to get set for my trip to Mr. L, the devil decided to counter my plans as the clouds thickened and darkened; all of a sudden, it started raining - not like showers or drizzle, but heavy downpour.
I refused to be held down by the rain and I proceeded to take my leave, but Mr. B wouldn't agree simply because he could not allow me take the risk of moving in the gloomy area. Funny enough, he knew my plans because I had told him before leaving, and now he's the same person trying to cajole me into staying behind and before I knew it, I burst into tears because I knew that I wouldn't make it to L's place. Mr. B was scared and wondered why the outburst. I persistently told him I had to leave. To my dismay, the downpour refused to yield to my pleas and I was left with no choice than to pass the night.
I could not wait for the break of dawn and at the same time, I knew if I left early, Mr. L would suspect a foul play based on distance. Hence, I stayed a little till 7a.m before setting for the park and down to L's place. And as expected, he was surprised I arrived early and to erase all forms of doubts, I quickly chipped in that the road was astoundingly free and he agreed - maybe the excitement of seeing me, or he just didn't care.
The moments I spent with him was so amazing, however, I had fears within me.
Fears of him finding out of my lil escapade
Fears of keeping secrets away from him
Fears of my secret being exposed by my own very self.
Despite my fears, I kept playing along till I left his place.
Few weeks later, I discovered my period has gone on a trip and has refused to show up. I tried all means to make it visible, but it proved more stubborn than its owner. What didn't I try?
Potash; rum; tummy folding; hot water; 7.up with alabukun powder and some other substances I really can't remember.
The truth stared at me with all boldness. I trembled at the realization of this new development. I just couldn't accept this, so I thought of a way out.
It wasn't resumption time yet but I told my parents I had to do something important at school which was accepted by both of them. Prior to this, I had called Mr. L and he asked me to at least leave home first so we could decide on what to do. I carried him along on my plans and he was very supportive until a certain day when he got tired of me, my complaints and my recurrent calls.
It started out with him not picking my calls promptly and when he did, he would dish out his anger on me. Kept ranting about me disrupting his activities and then finally threw me off balance by saying he knew of my secret escapade.
I denied it.
I swore with my life that I never did anything of sort.
He claimed a certain "F" told him, and me thinking "F" was my own friend, I stood my ground on my well prepared lies that I never had any idea about what he was saying.
So, I've been bursted with full force.
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To be contd.
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