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Hi! So, basically, I like you.
See, the thing is, I can never, ever tell you that though. Because of the whole already-have-a-girlfriend-def-not-in-love-with-your-bestfriend -thing, you”ve got going on. It’s all good, but I’m finding it extremely hard to keep this as a secret. You know me, I’m an open book. However, for the sake of our friendship and your relationship and my friendship with your girlfriend, this is a secret I absolutely must keep. So, here we are. I’m basically hoping that venting these feelings out here will somehow make me not say them out loud.
You see, the thing is, that I have only recently come to realize what all those girls see in you, and now I just want to scream it to the world. Anyone can see that indeed you’re handsome, and they can very quickly detect that you’re also funny, and kind and smart. But there is so much more there. All of your little nuances are so easily missed, but the small things are the things I adore the most.
So, what do I even like about you? I am obsessed with the way you squeeze really really tight, just before you let go when hugging. I like that you continue to play your ukulele when your audience is basically passed out, just because you enjoy it. It’s hilariously adorable how proper and polite you can act towards someone, and then turn around and give me the most impolite gesture. I secretly adore that cheeky, infuriating little grin you give, when you know you got under my skin. I really, really love that in a group you always greet me first.
Those are just some of the things I like. I think I should stop now, because even thinking of you, is making me miss you. And that simply won’t do. I can’t miss you.
So, what should I do now? My friends say it’s a crush. Nothing more, it’ll pass as crushes do. I don’t know. It might. Or I might have secretly loved you for years - so secretly that it has only come to my own attention a few weeks ago. Maybe I’m not letting myself say or even think that, because I know that you are definitely something I will never have as mine. I’ve made peace with that and someday the crush will pass.
But. In a group, you always greet me first.
And so, I don’t know.
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I think you should try and hold off your feelings for them. Telling them would most likely affect your friendship negatively and it's going to seem like you're trying to get between them and their girlfriend. As much as you like them I think it's better not to tell them, at least not when they're already in a relationship
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