My Unsent Letter

Dear You.

This is week number 4 since I ended our relationship.

Things were broken beyond repair and things ended badly, I said things I didnt mean, wanted to hurt you,like you hurt me, I'm not proud of the things I said and I didn't mean them.

As bad as things were, as broken as they were, I still love you and I can't even put into words how much I miss you. For 2 years you were a massive part of my life, slept next to me, woke up next to me and now everything just feels empty.

I miss the way you would pull me to you in bed and wrap yourself around me. I miss how you made me laugh and how made you smile, I miss catching you staring with a smile and when I ask why you'd say "just because."

I miss your smell and your touch, everything, I miss everything.

Time heal all wounds, or so they say but right now I don't feel like I will ever be able to heal, I feel like I'll never not feel the loss of you from my life.

I just miss you.

Love always