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Fear of them future
4 months ago · · Stress,
First.. happy new year to whoever is reading this. I wish you an amazing new year full of unforgettable memories ❤️ the thing is...My fear of the future is unbearable... There isn't a single day that passes by that i dont feel either like panicking Or like there's no hope.
I didn't have the easiest childhood, i wasted my teen years at my room and i have nth to look back on. The only thing that kept me going was the belief that things will get better in the future and now that it's getting closer and closer. I'm so afraid of not being able to make a future for myslef that will make up for eth i went through... I want to achieve the kind of life that i want but it seems like it's so out of reach... I'm really afraid I'm gonna mess it all up.. I'm gonna be in college next year and i don't even know what i want to major in or what country to study in *cause i want to study abroad *...
I feel so lost and pressured.. And there's always this thought that i won't achieve ath and that there's no hope or point in trying..
Im really afraid of being stuck here in this life that i hate forever.
If you have any Advice pl drop it.
Thank you so much for taking time to read this ❤️