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4 months ago · · Stress, · Explicit
I'm 16 first of all (letting u know so u can judge me even more <3) and I've had a boyfriend now for a year. All my friends have a ton of exes but he's my first because I wasn't really interested in boys or anything before him. He has those.... teenage boy feelings.. so one day we *ehem* did stuff and idk know how to feel about it. It was weird and exciting (I was shaking with anxiety basically the whole time and he asked if I was okay and I just said I was cold 💀💀💀 that was embarrassing) but I'm still not... thrilled about it..? Does that make sense? I like him, he's cute, he has an actual personality, treats me well, etc but I'm just not really interested in sex... I think. I don't want to say I'm ace though because then that makes life hard and I don't really think I am anyway. It was fun in the moment but thinking about it freaks me out a little now. Is that normal? I do like when he touches me casually though. Like hugs, when he puts his arm around me, and things like that. Idk what's wrong with me 😐 I don't feel anything. Ever. Not talking about with him, just about life in general. Nothing is exciting anymore.
Growing up is wild I want a refund or a tutorial or something