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a story about my mother a few months back
4 months ago · · A Story About My Mother ..., · Explicit
Writing this down before I forget. This happened on a Tuesday a few months back
Basically online classes suck. My grades were getting pretty bad recently (dropped from honors. Subjects went from 93 and up to 83-90) and I've been worse at concentrating in anything you know.
So family's been tense I guess because my sisters been going thru the same thing. Everything is sh!t.
So one night we were gonna have to go on a trip somewhere or something for 2 weeks. Which is great even if mom said we cant really use our gadgets. For anything. Which is also fine Except because of quarantine everything I do that doesn't involve my direct family's on there. Like school hobbies communication so I joked that its kind of like being grounded hahahaHAHAHAGA.
Then my mom. Well lemme tell y'all about my mom she's pretty alright mostly but whenever she's mad at anyone she does it in the most condescending way possible. She always says the same thing over and over and always asks "Am I the bad parent/wife/etc.??" And it sounds like she excepts an answer. And I try my best to say whatever she wants to hear or see but it NEVER works. And THEN it makes me feel bad when she only ever acts like that 30-50% of the time. Otherwise she's alright.
After I asked about the no devices at all thing she then got really defensive. Then brought up that I always use my gadgets anyways for school. THEN she started yelling at me THEN told me to tell her what's wrong next time in the same breath. I was already crying at this point. Which only really happens when she yells at me. Then i, stupidly, tried to explain how this quarantine has affected me and how i fucked up and stuff, but she just got angrier the more i tried. Then The Thing Happened.
She basically told my dad to hold her back as if she were fighting someone in a bar at 3 am or something and tried to beat me i think. I don't really know what she would've done if dad didn't stop her. And by "stopped her" i mean stood between us while my mom hit dad and me for 10 minutes. That was the first time I ever got beaten. Yey. Anyways she told me to stop fucking crying after that. She then sat and yelled about her own childhood, told me and my sister that my dad ranted about us and how spoiled we are and repeat that for 2 hours until she went to sleep. She cried to dad for a few hours after. I forgot most by now but I'm pretty sure its just more about how bad we've been as their children or something.
The next day dad said I should talk it out with her. I don't think she felt bad for me at all. Anyways that talk never happened. We still don't mention it today. I'm beginning to wonder if this even happened.
TLDR: Quarantine took a toll on everyone, mom got really mad at me once and tried to beat me. Usually she just yells at me but that was different. She doesn't do this too frequently but when she does i sure do remember. What now.