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Hi.
I love you. I've loved you for longer than I realized. I guess my feelings are unexpected but here we are. They're there. Not wanting to let go. But I need to let go. I need to let you go. As much as you've hurt me, I still love you. I probably won't ever stop loving you. And maybe I'm being dramatic, but I don't really care. What you did to me was worse than bad. I hated you for it. Resented you. But I waited. And waited. I waited for you to come up to me one day and apologize. Just apologize. I didn't care about the hurt. I just wanted you back. I knew that if you came back I would leave it all in the past. I know how horrible that sounds, but it was true. I still would've done anything for you. I missed you. So much. But you never apologized. You never talked to me. You left me all alone, feeling like absolute shit. And I blamed myself. Day by day I blamed myself for what happened. "Maybe it is my fault." If I just left it alone everything would be fine again." But it wasn't my fault. It was all you. And I know I hurt you too. But everyday I put myself down for that. But that didn't give you the right to do this to me. I didn't deserve it. Not then, and not now. It's been two months. We haven't spoken in two months. Not a single word. Not a nod, or an acknowledgement even. As much as it pains me to say this, I still love you. I'm not in love anymore. But I will always love you. You are a terrible person. You never deserved what you had. But you had it anyway. And so, I'm writing to you for the last time to say that I'm leaving you in the past. My past.
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