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This is my first time writing something of this sort. I am not in the most well of my mind as I am writing as I am still crying.
I am 13 years old, and I have been told all my life that I must love my parents. No matter what. But I simply can not do that. My parents are not the best people. At all. All life they have beat me, physically and verbally. This has been happening for as long as i can remember, with one of my earliest memories, if not THE EARLIEST, being me crying because of them.
To understand what I am going to say, I am autistic as well. One of those many symptoms includes pacing, wandering, running, whatever you will like to call it. I mostly do this while thinking. Whether this be for a good thought, or a bad one, I do this, and it cannot be controlled.
Recently about 30 minutes or so ago, I had been doing this running, and I had fallen on the floor. My dad’s reaction was to hit me in the face as hard as he could. He tried to tell me to control this, despite me explaining to him numerous times I could not. His response is he comes up with a plan that he will beat me, any time I show this symptoms. He wants to do this until I “learn to stop.” Correct me if I am wrong, this is quite literally abuse, however he has done this multiple times before. His reaction to anger is to attack me for it. Help.
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ReplyI am autistic too and with abusive parents. They are monsters, everyone who ever puts a hand on someone who their supposed to protect is. If you have friends make sure to keep in contact with them cause idk about you but mine isolate me so I have no way of asking for help. Hide your money put it somewhere they cant find like in your mattress or take out the batteries of a remote and put it in there. Yeah its pretty grim but I'm in a similar situation and I've been just buying my time to wait until I can get out. I reccomend getting a bike or a scooter or something incase you need to run away I have one for that purpose too. And dont stick around if they're treating you like trash, go outside so there is witnesses around if its getting really bad. Also go outside and get a big rock or a brick and hide it in your room. I have that in my room too incase things get violent. And remember to stay mentally okay too, even if its hard, abuse isnt a physical fight like punching but mostly a fight in your mind. Do hobbies, read books, watch shows, whatever to stay calm.. Also dont tell them youre trying to escape because atleast mine if they think theyre losing control of me they get even worse. And most importnat its not your fault they do these things, end of story. even if u arent the best kid no one desreves to be hit. um sorry if this made no sense i tried lol hope it helps
ReplyAlso hey its me again coming back to say: by the brick thing I meant if u think you're gonna get hurt really bad then throw the brick at them and RUN. Adults are just stronger its not good to try and fight. But if u use tools like a rock, and use tools like a bike to get away, that's how you can outsmart. And then go to a friend's house or somrwhere like a hospital and say what happened. Hopefully it won't get that bad but if it gets extreme u gotta be prepared
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