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4 months ago · Just writing,
None of this is ok. None of this is ok AT ALL. Just because you say you "don't mean to get like that" does not excuse your mean hateful abusive behavior. Nothing makes it ok. I can't believe mom is still making excuses for him. He really got my anger going and I can't totally calm down from near 3 hrs ago. Yet he is in there asleep as where he disturbed and rudely awakened me from mine. None of this is ok. You can sugar coat crap but its still crap at the end of the day no matter what. I'm boxed in and trapped here with no way out. That's why people contemplate suicide to end their suffering. Only difference is I actually don't wish to die just want this stuff to stop. I tried to get mom to take us shopping somewhere her and I just to get away from him. Her excuse "its too cold". Didn't stop his and her little shopping spree a month ago leaving me here 5 hrs then them coming home him going "wahh" to me mocking me now did it when mom said what's wrong?
Do you know tired I am of being treated badly and done dirty by these people? Primarily my dad. Super mega ultra ginormously tired. The mass of Jupiter or Saturn tired. That's how fed up of treated badly I am. I hope dad has the day night week month year that he deserves. Kindness has departed from my house. Love is effed up. Twisted. Because both parents are . mentally ill and unstable. Him driving her crazy with his drunks and her taking her misery out on me from it so I receive all the misery from both people. I can't go on anymore 😔😭😢I'm done
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