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So I come back to my room. I find stuff knocked over and moved. I suppose dad was searching my room to see if left my meds here since he's highly addicted to the same type which he just buys on the street big amounts and abuses. And gets drunk on like he has been the last 9 days. Only today he was a fucking psycho on me for no reason. I desperately need help to get away from him and out of this hell hole. Family shunned me so I'm just alone
That was a real douche move dad and on top of you going all to hell on me before mom and I left. I can't win and I got nowhere to turn to here. Its either him or me. I'm not the enemy here. I'm a very quiet person and stay to myself unless provoked. They know this but would stil rather place all blame and misery of theirs on me.
My late grandparents loved that about me that I was always quite and humble I guess that's why they wanted to adopt me as their own child from my abusive dad. Sadly even if they had they didn't live past me going to 9th grade in highschool. Their lives were cut short sadly. I loved those 2 so much. She died of a stroke in the end and he died by having a blood clot travel to his heart. I miss them so much I wish I could hug them right now ðŸ˜. I only ever recall grandpa raise his voice once at me in all the Years I ever knew him. He was a great man. Grandma was a great woman too. If she hadn't smoked she might've lived longer. But she started while grandpa worked for years and well it contributed to her death.
Anyway not sure how I got on that subject. But if they were alive they'd beat my dad's ass n cuss him all to hell if they knew what he's done to me in life. They called him a sorry son of a b when he was younger. I just wish he hadn't come back in to my life and wouldve been transported to prison 4 years ago for his old warrant they let go. He deserves jail for all the hell he's put me through. I can't stand him or his abuse anymore.
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