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You and mom screwed your own lives up. You lived your lives wild and riotous and hedonistic. There was no reason for you to come and do nothing but primarily bring me down. You very well knew you did because I've heard you say it dad. Your drug addictions were not my fault. And though I can't change it somebody should've warned me how they were before they were forced on to me while I was trying to establish a life for myself. Now after helping them WHEN NOBODY ELSE WOULD (and I don't blame them either) I'm public enemy number 1 to them . I'm maxed out on stress. These people know better . they're mentally ill by all the isolation and drug use over the years and its sure as hell not making me well by how they act and treat me. I was provoked to anger earlier and idk if it raised my blood pressure or what I still don't feel normal because I was invalidated.
I still don't feel well I've been put though so too much stress from fighting ,arguing, being yelled at by an irresponsible drunk who takes 0 responsiblity for anything he does in life and his wife that he trained to believe he's never in the wrong despite his verbal abuse to her and I even if it means invalidating her own child. If I die all I can say is I fought as long as I could and did my best that I know to do.
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