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So. Karma FINALLY struck. So mom and dad left earlier for one of their appointments today. I still am struggling with how I should feel though. He's been so cruel and abusive to me over the years my compassion for him has dwindled.
I guess what happened dad slipped on ice possibly breaking his wrist. Its swollen veins are popped out. He's still not totally sobered up from his pill drunk. Ok thoughts come back to me on how he was totally uncompassionate to me about work. It was killing my wrists and fingers working continually lifting metal parts and wires constant motion every day. All he'd say was in a hateful tone "YOU NEED TO LEARN TO WORK WITH YOUR HANDS". Then continued about his party life.
Also the fact he physically assaulted me beating choking me twice on a sofa and throwing me off stairs injuring my knee a third time unapologetically. Given all this I'm numb right now towards him. Not totally without compassion but also I think he deserved every bit of it. He never once apologized for causing me bodily harm to my knee. I had to make up a story for work and the hospital I couldn't tell work that what happened what he did. So my feelings are like the wheel of fortune. Do I care , do I go meh whatever, do I not care. I'm not heartless like he was to me.
He hasn't went to a Dr yet. However when they got back he said " I can't lift this (groceries) gallon of milk". So I had to carry most stuff in.
I think he had it coming for a long long time for being so mean and cruel me. I still don't know how to feel. His parents never abused him like he has me. Minorly I heard grandma hit him throwing a rock for calling her a bitch. That's about it. She was a good woman smart and a Christian. I miss her dearly.
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