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Also I think back the times that I went to the hospital for a number of issues. Multiple times. Once or twice was an overnight stay. Not once did my dad call or ask how I was. It was always mom who came n called. So why should I be concerned that he now has injured his wrist? He never apologized for the bodily injury he caused me . Other times about stuff happened with me he'd say that's your baby. I feel like giving him the bird 🖕 but I'm not totally heartless. I'm conflicted. He just needs cut out of my life. He woke up saying oh gosh I can't move my arm hurts to move my arm. Really?

He never cared the pain n suffering he caused me physically injuring me 4 years ago with my knee and emotionally.

Last month when I said emotionally I can't stand anymore when he was drunk all he'd say is "go somewhere else then" instead of saying sorry I'll stop I didn't realize I was causing you stress by being mean fighting with you all. That's how uncaring he's been to me. Mom's saying she won't take him to the e r until morning. I said ok that's between you two then. Alot of times I threatened to leave hed say adios. I don't know what else to say.

1 or 2 years ago I accidently injured myself with boiling water not realizing my hand held to the cup 3 to 4 seconds pouring. It caused near 2nd degree burns. It was like hell. All dad would say is "I've been burned or scalded before too"

0 sympathy or compassion. I ran cold water for 20 mins over it it still hurt like a tooth ache for a bit the burn didn't wanna leave. It swelled up in a big blister. I was reminded of in the Bible the rich man in hell asking for a drip of water to cool his tongue it was that bad. To this day my thumb is still red there. The fact dad showed 0 sympathy or compassion there that's beyond effed up and insensitive

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