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Wtf were you thinking dad? If I wasn't here I wouldn't care. That's just it you wasn't thinking
You got high. Got out of mind on weed and pills and drunk. No remembrance AGAIN. So I heard a bit of a conversation with mom n him her telling him "you took them all". This was very unsettling to me. BECAUSE in November he did the same thing. Its only January 11th. That's over 20 days until he can possibly get them again. You don't just up and stop n run out of these things you can have seizures n strokes n die. He knows this but does it anyway on stupid yelling mean screaming harassing unruly belligerent drunks.
Just because I get prescribed the same med well 2 months ago he almost ran me completely out fir what he did. I don't abuse them he does. Each month he gets worse and worse. The fact he broke a bone yesterday makes no difference.
Does he really think I'm gonna help him after putting me through a week and a half of hell and misery here? Hell no f him.
Mom said he was low on them and I asked ok how is he sleeping so much then. Does he really think he's gonna bum me? I do NOT get enough for both of us and its against the law. He needs to get his ass to a treatment center and taper off them. I was about to commit murder cuz of his horrible treatment of me the other day.
And yeah he's suffering physically now I heard him whimpering in pain over his wrist or hand. How'd you think I felt the night you injured my knee dad? It hurt. I limped for a week or two. No regard at all whatsoever. He's not mentally well either still aggressive seemingly either it appears he did something to himself on this binge he's not normal. He could've caused himself damage to his mind. He smoked a quarter ounce weed a big bud n took over 80 potent anxiety pills in a week and a half. Smoked weed day and night all hours he woke up. On top of everything else. He's not totally himself.
When I hear that he was stupid with them again my protective mechanism kicks into play. I don't want to run out of my own meds because he was a party happy good time Charlie mean drunk who cussed us all yelled at me exploding on me verbally for no reason not caring of consequences.
He needs to grow up and do better. I have to protect myself because well he stripped me away financially and didn't repay it. I have every right to feel this way he would too. He's selfish n greedy over his own money and stuff. But I'm afraid of fighting with him again. He again ran himself near out. NOT ME. He needs to take responsibility for his own actions. I can't help it he's always used me as a safety net in some way then wants to say πto me when he gets high n drunk. And F you old b to mom. He did last month. I have it recorded. He won't listen to it though. He's too ashamed I guess. Own what you do wrong dad you never do. That's also part of the problem with him . You don't think you can treat me like crap and then just say "go to a mental institution" when I call you out on what you do. Narcissist. You first dad. He said that last month. I'm not responsible for your mistakes in life . Never was. Be a man own up to it and change it. Apologize. Make amends. I would.
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