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Nauseous

4 months ago · 1 · Feeling Lost, +3


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I'm overwhelmed but there is nothing anyone can say that helps. I struggle to believe them. I'm terrified of always being this way. I feel like I've lost so much of myself to fear, pain, and shame for falling so deep into my own issues. I'm sitting here feeling nauseous because I don't know how to let go of my fear, worries, and all the negative things ruling my life. Worst part is, I feel like everything I say or do is a lie, that I am nothing but a phony who doesn't know how to be completely real anymore. I look for attention but when I get it, I feel smothered and don't want to be anywhere near it. I gave away the relationship I had with God because.......for so many reasons, many I am ashamed of. I want to that relationship back and to be free but I am too afraid to go after it. Seems like every time I do, I feel like something is squeezing my throat and trying to pull me back into the cage I was just in.

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  • Novni Guest · 4 months ago

    Drink ginger ale, it is good for when feeling nauseous. Please contact or go to a church and talk to a pastor about this. If you need an exorcism he will tell you and hopefully do it for you.

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