A rant

"Expressing your raw emotions can help you feel better mentally and physically"...

My feelings are this:

I'm angry ok for how mom and dad acted towards me coming back from an appointment and the store. Mom apparently had a certain thing she's got to return to the Dr on our barkalounger. I could've knocked it over but she went all to hell about it coming in the door. Ok they both go into full denial mode invalidating me more AGAIN dad saying "they ain't nobody going all to hell" in a sour as hell tone of voice.

Dad just idk what he does its how he acts his tones plus in denial invalidating me. Mom goes "he's not had any (pill name) today" defending him😠😠😠.

I go "that's not my fault I gave him one yesterday". God I'm so angry. She's goes everything will be alright its ok despite her being super edgy af. If that was so they would'nt have come in the door being tornados of stress stressing me tf out because he can't handle dog barking and him invalidating me too what I say and him in drug withdrawal. That's what he gets for waking up every hour 1.5 weeks ago minus some asking mom for a pill every time throwing a tantrum if she refused.

JUST BECAUSE I GET PRESCRIBED THE SAME MEDICATION HE BUYS OFF THE STREET AND ABUSES 2 TO MY 1 NEAR 100 IN A WEEK I'M NOT OBLIGATED TO GIVE HIM MINE NOR DO I GET ENOUGH FOR 2 EFFING PEOPLE 😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠

IM TIRED OF SUFFERING AND PAYING FOR HIS FOOLISH MISTAKES IN LIFE GO GET HELP I CAN'T HELP YOU THIS ON TOP OF HIM NOT REMEMBERING HOW HE TREATED ME I WANNA BEAT THE SH!T OUT OF HIM FOR BEING SO STUPID WITHOUT THOUGHT OF CONSEQUENCE. BEFORE HE SOBERED UP HE CAME AT ME SAYING HE'S TIRED GIVING ME A FREE RIDE ACTING LIKE IM THE ENEMY HERE. HELL NO THAT'S ALL HE'S HAD FOR YEAR'S COURTESY OF ME AND THE GOVERNMENT. IM FED UP OF THIS BULLSH!T😠😠😠

His stupid actions and choices are his n his alone. The 2 things combined are why I wanna beat his ass binging on pills then being abusive to me on top of wanting my medication too cuz he's out yet not remembering what he put me through me knowing this would happen. But who does he whine to when he runs out? ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

God I'm Angry because this whole situation isn't right or fair to me I'm damned if I do or don't I'm tired of suffering because of his bullsh!t. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrfrrrfffrrrtrrrrrrrrrrrrrr😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠🤦‍♀️😠😠😠😠I feel like breathing fire 🔥😠😠😠😠😠my God give me some peace n rest please 😔😣

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