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4 months ago · Unrequited Love, · Explicit
So I wanted some drama but only the thrill of the chase and all that. I didn’t want to cause you pain and I didn’t want you to cause pain to me. I was just very upbeat and got impatient with you not being. It did give me the impression you weren’t really bothered. It did piss me off. I wasn’t nasty to you. Just impatient and selfish. It wasn’t worth losing my head, heart and mind over. It would only have been worth it if it did you any good, and I don’t know that it did. It just meant I burned all my bridges and damaged my reputation over someone who didn’t really care that much. It’s not really a lesson I can take into the future though, because I’m not over it and I don’t have anything left to offer anyone else. My heart is still yours, it’s just not in my body anymore.
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