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3 months ago · · parental abuse, · Explicit
My Mother is a very selfish woman.
She started abusing me more by the time I hit puberty. She didnt want me growing, she didnt want me going through my period, growing breasts, wearing feminine clothes.
She found it slutty, PERIODS where slutty to her. I remember getting mine and freaking out, I was scared I didnt want to tell her. She then eventually found out when she saw pads in the trash cans. She was upset, I asked her about it. "You dont need to know anything" was her response. I depended on School and Google. Crying and looking up why I'm bleeding, because my own mother never wanted me to know that I was turning into a woman.
My mother was abusive in many ways either Physical or Verbal
Whenever she's verbally abusive its either shouting, name calling, threatening, cursing.
If it was physical she would slap me, kick me, punch me, throw things at me, cut me, choke me, pull my hair ect.
I wasnt allowed to make friends or have friend groups. If I ever feel lonely my solution is cleaning the house.
I remember when I was in 4th grade I was doing my assignment in the living room, my mum was behind me watching me work, I accidently made a spelling mistake and instead of handling it well, she pulls out a broom and starts stabbing my head with it. All I remember at that moment was fear. I tried my best to hide behind the sofa but that led to her to dragging me , exposing my body more to the broom stick. It cut my head open, my entire face covered in blood.
I ran to the bathroom, sat in the tub and let the faucet run. I was crying of course. I begged her to bring me to the hospital, hehe I thought i was going to die. She ignored me, I tried and tried and tried until I managed to convince her. "What will I tell people if they see it". We then took the bus and I got checked up. I had to lie and tell the doctor I slipped and hit my head at the corner of the table.
My mum was do other things like throw knifes at me, throw boiling water.
I never knew why she does this, I'm a good child.
All I do is stay at home, learn, eat, clean and sleep. I would never talk back to my mum, and I knew she'd get angry easily so I'm always careful with what I do
She spent large amounts of money on condoms and sex related objects.
Whenever I got birthday Gifts , she would break them.
I'm currently suffering from Topical Steroid Withdrawal.
Which makes it hard for me to move because my skin hurts, I'd be laying in bed praying. My mum would come in, sit beside me and pray along with me, except she prayed differently. She prayed for me to finally pass. She prayed for my sickness to never go away. Although I couldnt move , she would make me crawl to get her a pepsi from the fridge.
She would threaten to feed me her feces, she would whip me with electric wires, make me kneel on rice. All these made her laugh, I watch her enjoy seeing me in pain.
I'm just a kid mum, I'm still in High School, please treat me like your daughter...
I love you