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I don’t want help, I want death
4 months ago · · Suicide, · Explicit
I am not going to therapy or a clinic. If I go, it’ll just delay my inevitable death and cause me more suffering in the long run. Life isn’t sacred, it’s all about evolution and reproduction; we don’t matter at all. That’s reality, life and death are of equal value. I would stay alive if I could by doing nothing, but you have to fight to stay alive. Dying is hard at first because you have to overcome your survival instinct, but when you do, you are gone for good and you don’t have to struggle anymore. Fuck society for making it this hard to kill yourself just because it reminds them of their own mortality or they are scared to let go of their loved ones. I want to die with dignity and not traumatize people, but the moment any one notices my plans I am going to be incarcerated. People treat me badly and want me gone, but I am not allowed to kill myself, only live in misery. Stop pretending like you give a shit because I know you don’t care about a stranger; the only reason you want to help someone like me is because you want to feel like a hero or you can’t deal with the fact that some people don’t want to live although it’s the one thing you strive to do.