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I just got rejected
3 months ago · · Rejection,
Sporty, handsome boy. Slick black hair with beautiful brown eyes. I used to like his friend and viewed him nothing more than an obstacle, but now I've fallen for him.
I told him I liked him. It was so scary. I wanted to write a note but I thought that was too cowardly. Knees shaking, eyes teary, trembling hands, I waited for his answer.
He just said sorry. Like just saying it would make me feel better when it was a tone that could say any word.
I feel like a stone just dropped into my stomach. Regrets fill me, if I hadn't told him I would never feel embarrassed. Now the one thing that made my life shine the brightest is null. I have no hope in him. When I see him, I just feel that wave of anxiety and shame not that happy, nervous but exciting feeling.
I'm so sad.