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I was walking confidently that I can do whatever I want when I set my eyes on doing it. But, I am wrong. I am just hiding inside the walls I created since childhood and making myself comforted with those words. And now I am lossing sight of it, and it was because of my insecurity.
They say its normal. They say that in our life we will experience this because it is called adulthood. But, I cannot have the courage to say that I am already feeling it long before.
I am so insecure with those people who have a strong bond with their family, those who can go to a school they want, those who are wearing the uniform I want to wear as well but I can't. I am so insecure with those women who are posting how beautiful and how happy they are. I do not even have a courage to get out of my room right now and face people. I am even afraid riding a public transportation... I am so afraid of walking along or standing along with the crowd. Their eyes seems looking through me, they can see the weak and ugly me. And, it makes me anxious. I walk fast and never look at their eyes. I do not want to go out even...
And, all those dream I had before... Maybe I am lossing sight of it.
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This sounds like you have social phobia and you should force yourself to go out more often before you can't go out at all. The people aren't looking at you and seeing that you are weak and ugly at all. They have themselves to care about. They don't even know you. This is all in your head. You can get medication for anxiety so please do so and keep going out. You are strong enough to do it. Think of yourself as one strong cookie.
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