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2 years ago · · love letter,
I'm starting to accept and come to term that you will never love me romantically. When a friend asked if you liked me and you made fun of the very thought of us being together that way it did hurt. We do a lot of things together, I feel comfortable around you, I felt like I was different. But as Valentines gets closer and I dream of getting you nice things, it brings me back to reality. I can't give you or treat you too differently on that day because you're not mine and I'm not yours. Some days it really hurt to know you never thought of me that way. Some days it was okay, because you'll always be my best friend. I guess I should start focusing on myself, spend some more time with other friends. I've tried to do that, to talk to you less. But then you'll try to talk to me even more. I need to tone down the play flirting that's for sure thought. One day I'll tell you that I loved you, but for now that day is not today. Before anything you're my best friend, and I'm yours, I don't plan to change that.