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3 months ago · · Alone
How can i be the person i was meant to be if everything i do is wrong, i clean, wash, fold, organize, spring clean, de-clutter, dog sit, baby sit, house help. home cleaning, cook and bake.. nearly every day.
because im not part of the rest of the worlds recent decisions made by fear. Im different, unique used to be a wonderful word that fills you with warmth and pride,, but now i feel like a leper, unwanted by society and generally hated by the rest.. loosing my job, identity, friends, loved ones and respect doesn't seem to matter too them.. daily is the abuse, daily is the pain,, and more than daily I've been thinking that there is really no point being here if all i am is a nuisance to everyone I've met,, the people i live with, the people i have never seen seem to tell me all that im not worth anyones time, help, love, acceptance or care... i feel hated and used,,, empathically its killing me slowly, mentally ive come to a point that maybe there is no point to think anymore,,