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Moving on, it's never been easy for anyone. First accepting the reality hurts like a thousand death. Then your soul, happiness, and heart broke into millions of pieces. Once you accept it it become hard to look forward cause everytime you are scared to trust to love someone. All the memories come back and each snd every time it hurt more than before. It become like an endless loop which isn't going to break and every single time you wanted to go back to the place where this started. Every day every minute you kept moving away from yourself your emotions overpower you and all you want to is be loved by your close one. You have your own dreams yet you gambled with them for sake of your relationship. You gave your everything you put your heart out in front of them yet at the end it ends. And at last you lose yourself into a sea of darkness. A sea where no ray of hope can reflect, and that's the place where you suffocate like death. The pain is unbearable. And what makes it worst is to keep smiling in front of your elders. Even in q crowd even with a family and friends you crave for one who wasn't even yours who pretend to be yours but wasn't. It will ache your heart and you won't be able to escape from this. Why is trusting someone ends in hating yourself. Why only you are suffering? Why only I'm suffering. Why am I thinking about ending my life. Why ?????
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What if someone force you to? They gave you no choice but to move on. They are happy with their life.
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