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6 months ago · · I need advice,
Definitely beyond proud of me, for actually believing in myself, that I can do it WITH FAITH anything is possible. i overcame so much just by standing with real supporters. By staying true to his word. I now understand I need nobody but him. God is my FATHER, THE LORD IS MY SHEPARD, I honestly WANT FOR NOTHING! Those around me wondering how I'm getting things done. I'm over chasing after relationships, I get attached and then suddenly lose interest quick. It don't be no hard feelings I just be wanting to save myself for something REAL. I like things that are genuine, those who actually treat me like I matter. I go for those who look beyond attraction, but know what it means to look deep within a person. I understand it, yes, I am very gorgeous. Can you wake up next to me in the morning? Can you deal with me on my period? Can you handle me in my natural beauty? No, okay, then step. This WOMAN has things she wants to do. This woman has some things that she wants to accomplish. I'm over worrying about what other people think about me I think the hard part that I'm trying to avoid from saying is my sister hates me. That amazes the hell out of me. Then it doesn't only stop there, but she always goes the extra mile into giving people the impression that I'm her enemy. That I've actually done something to her. Which I haven't. Since we've been out in this world, I grew apart from everybody, including her. All she ever liked to do was STUNT, make her life seem better than. I don't see any competition in anyone but myself. I STAND WITH GOD ALONE. The real scary part is when you speak of GOD to her, the girl gets scary. She shies away from the conversation. I honestly am over it cause there is no explanation for it. She makes it easier for me to be okay to stand on my decision. There has been countless times that I have tried to be there for her and maybe I'm not giving ALL that she wants. But I don't feel as though it would be right to me i don't think it would be right for me..... To Be Continued