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since 2020 after the lockdown , I gradually drifted from my best friends , because of many reasons but mainly due to studies (was preparing for college entrance exam ) and then because I live far away from them in a different city , im an introvert so I just have like 4 best friends who make me feel on top of the world and also like hell sometimes . so now that I had drifted from them life wasn't same , it felt like I became a new person without them .was hardly in touch with them for 2 years . now that I aced my entrance exam , I got into the college , but now what ?! I don't connect with anyone in the medical college and pretty much everything feels like shit . My friends are having time of their life and im stuck with bones and heavy books . they hang out so often now that it really makes me feel out . I was so close with them , its funny how time changes , but I don't think we can ever go back to that phase of life , and even college isn't even treating me well . I feel the odd one out , I know that I should move on and make new friends jin college but now I feel like my personality is too tired and broken , afraid of things that I don't even know . I can't open up to any of them , life sucks and thinly thing that I hate is me .
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I understand how you feel. Ever since I've entered college, I feel like I have nobody to talk to, all of friends are off doing their own things while I'm here all alone. It was only till recently that I started to reach out to them again, that I was able to hang out with them. I can't hang out with them on a daily basis because of school but I always make sure to free up some time to spend time with them. I'm not sure how your friends are and if they have a flexible schedule but I think it's worth the try to contact them again. If you dont really feel like it's going to be the same, why not try talking to some people online (like discord) maybe you'll make some friends on there. I strongly recommend you contact your friends though, and try to make some new friends at the school you're currently in. Attend events, you're bound to meet some people there. You've got this!
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ReplyI also felt the same thing. I have story exactly like yours. I had many friends and they were all so close. After I went to different city for med entrance I drifted from them. I was very jealous to see them together hanging out while I was in living hell. I made friends in different city and there are some who are still in touch but I really feel I have lost my school friends and I wanna be with them again. I'm afraid they don't think same for me. They're so happy with their life and everyone. I totally relate to it. I would say that you can try getting with them again and be truthful how you missed them. Making friends is hard but I think college life surely gives friends for life. Take your time and things will adjust by its own.
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