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I am starting my career. I got into a team where only I was selected from a group of people who were interviewed. I was extremely happy then. I was on cloud nine when they announced the results. I started going to my team and that's when everything seemed to go haywire. I am an optimistic person by nature who tries to make things work even in the hardest of times.
There were 8 people in total. Though there were a lot of things that were happening around me yet I felt lonely. I completely understand that change of environment is difficult for everyone but it was more than that. I was not able to gel with the team. It was extremely hard and I felt everyone was fake for fact. I did try a lot, I gave myself one month of time. It simply did not work out. I felt like a five-year old kid who was left in the creech for the first time in life. I feel bad. I feel horrible. I feel embarrassed. But, I know for a fact that if I keep doing this as in be in the same team, I will definitely lose myself. So, I don't want to do that. I want to put my mental health first at all costs. I have been in a bad place in mind before and I don't want to go back there.
Note to myself: No matter what happens I will love you. I know you are going to shine bright like a star in the sky.
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