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I can’t wait till I’m gone.

9 months ago · 0 · poem


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I can’t wait till I’m gone

I can’t wait for that day I can’t make another choice that is wrong

I can’t wait for that day, but alas

it is so far

Too far away

But yet here I remain

still imagining that day

That day where I’m gone

a mere memory in brains

That day where I’m gone

Cold, Limp and Unafraid

Can’t wait for that day

My soul will be free

Free of the pain

I’ve caused my family… and me

I can’t wait till I’m gone

I don’t care that I’m young

I don’t want to be here

Cause i’ve had too many lust-filled “fun”

I am tainted in sin

And feel I should go

I just want to die

So my mistakes that I’ve made

will be no more

Where my body is healed

And free of disease

I can’t wait for that day

God I beg of you, please

I don’t care that I’m smiling

I don’t care that I’m fun

I don’t care that I’m loved

Or care about things I still haven’t done

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