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Gender crisis maybe ??
5 months ago · · Gay, · Explicit
The temptation to ask my parents for money for a wig or like cut my hair shorter than it is
I dont want long hair? But i also do??? But i also want to look pretty but like... not feminine pretty? Just
Existing? Pretty? Maybee???
Im fucking confused my guys
Im fem presenting normally cuz thats how my family views me and most of them are like, not bad lgbtq+phobic, but like i know that if i told them i want to use they and he and she pronouns they wouldn't do it
And then there my grandma... and shes just openly an asshole and homophobe, but I've already cut her off for something else.
Gah, fucking... i dont want to ve a girl but i dont know what the fuck else to be abd its sucks and i hate it so damn much and then fucking church dude!
My family is liek firmly religious so church sun and Wednesday, and the church i go to has decided that this is the beginning of the end of the world cuz Ukraine[i feel bad for it but im also ranting, i mean no offense/srs] and Russia are at war now or soemthing, so the churxh ppl are like 'repent cuz you dobt know if this is the last tiem youll ever fucking breath, which yes teens that does mean you could fucking die vefore being able to get to experience anything! Yay! Now sing and say you'll stop ur sinful ways of gayness' they haven't actually said that but liek its fucking implied and fucking i hate it.
One of the main things they say is 'ill give up all the bad shit in my life' and we all know pastors are going to say that being not straight or trans or genderqueer is gonna count and fuck them i like drawing my stupid gay art
I dotn know what to fucking do, abd i dont know what i am and i hate my fsce and how i look to feminine at times or to masculine at others and then sometimes i liek it but then i also dont know how to feel about it
Gah fuck idk where this is going now so im just gonna stop