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I need to come clean and be truthful before the new relationship or commitment.
2 years ago · 1 · Confession, +4
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I've been blaming myself, I've been in denial, and never given them a chance. Before they start judging and writing negative comments. Remember this is a place to vent, express, and unload anything regrets or bad experiences. Trollers, gaslighters, and narcissists need to leave or get help.
Many women were mean and cold-heart to me since my middle school years. Unfortunately, about 70% to 90% were western women (mostly white women and Latinas). However, since I came back home from medical discharge in a short-lived military career. The women back home are meaner and more cold-hearted. At first, I thought I had an attitude problem or was not ready to be in a relationship? So, I focus on myself for a while. After I found a comfortable job, working on myself, and I was ready to mingle. I have the same results only from western women and other women. The women chase the tall and rich men mostly rich white men or athletes. When I tried to be myself or get to know women a little better. Either I get a disgusted look or ghost me or give me a nasty rejection response.
This is where I started. I've become a jerk to western women and sometimes other women. Who never be mean or showed hostiles toward me. Because I've mistaken it as touches of sarcasm or excuse. To be honest, I have never seen western women or other women treat their boyfriends or husbands with kindness and true love in today's society. Or did Western women treat me well or showed true kindness towards me? The only time I have seen that happen is either from a brother and his girlfriend or in another country. In addition, I told my brother. You have a unicorn girlfriend. I never saw a woman show true love and willingness to commit.
Yet, I tried so hard to give western women a chance. But, social media, technology, and toxic idols make people to stupid and do toxic things. I think I am better off fighting wars or be a criminal. I don't know why? Why women are attracted to criminals?
Tonite, I feel a little better writing about this. It is hard for me, or tell my future wife or girlfriend, the world, and people who are close to me. Why do I act or show unhealthy behavior?
P.S. I am drinking tonite to express my true feelings. Also, I can not tell people who are close to me. Because they are divorcees, have been in toxic relationships, or give me bad advice.
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Majority of humans are toxic. Thats something you should just accept unless you like making yourself miserable.
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