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Why. Why do you treat me like that. A month has passed since you decided that you don't want to continue our relationship. You said you were not feeling mentally well and that you can't be there for me at least for now. You didn't even bother to read my messages.. And yet when i disappeared, you reached out. You spammed me saying that you're worried about me and that you care. Care..? What kind of person ignores the ones they "care" ?. You used to be so warm and nice to me , i felt safe with you and i could be myself, i regret trusting you. 2 weeks passed since our last conversation. You apologized and asked time to think about us. Went back to ignoring me. I texted you one night i didnt't feel well and i needed to talk to you, you didn't even bother to read it. Why..? You don't know how much i miss you everyday and every night. It gets worse. I can't seem to stop crying. I feel desperate and yet you don't do anything. Something in my gut told me that you will return but i started to lose hope. I'm emotionally exhausted. I can't wait for you anymore. I know that you talk with your ex. I also know that you guys have closure type conversations, perhaps that's the reason you pushed me away.. Once again i texted you in hopes to get a reply, and like usual you didn't bother to read it. Before all this chaos you told me that you started getting attached a lot to me. I don't know if it was true, but still i don't deserve this behavior from you.. So i texted you again, but this was the last time.. "I'm tired of being ignored by you and not knowing what's going on. It seems like you're scared to admit that you don't want to have anything to do with me. I'm tired of missing someone that doesn't care about me enough to be honest. I'm not going to pressure you anymore, you clearly seem bothered by me. Goodbye have a nice life." I was hoping to get at last a "seen" that way, i would say "Okay i did my best he clearly doesn't care enough to answer, time to move on" but you don't even care if i leave, because to you, i am not important. I guess i was a rebound. You still have deep feelings for your ex, you said you didn't but i'm sure you do. I tried my best to make you happy and not do same mistakes as your ex. I was going to give up everything for you. I don't wish you any harm and in fact i wish you only happiness.. But let me give you this advice. I might be a lot younger than you but i happen to know women better than you. A woman that loves her boyfriend won't talk sh@t behind his back with his best friend, a woman that loves her boyfriend won't try to harm him and abuse him, a woman that loves her boyfriend won't take advantage of his money, nor will ever try to steal from him. A woman like that clearly cares only about your money and job. I believe that we could have something long term, i also believe that we would be happy together. We had such a great chemistry, and honestly before all this chaos i thought of you as a material boyfriend. I hope in the future at least i get the chance to meet someone like you but also not you.. I really don't wish you any harm and if you decide to get back to your toxic ex, i hope you don't regret it.. Even though i believe you will.. But the thing is till then i'll be far gone, because i give up on you sunshine. I'm not going to fight for us anymore. Goodbye forever my love.
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Wow... what an @ss... don't worry though karma is a b!tch, someone else will treat them same way as they did to you and trust me they will regret it.. You seem like a kind soul, eventually you will meet someone else! Your ex sounds like a very troubled person and i'm sure they will reach out to you in the future, just dont return back to them.. :/ Wishing you a Happy Easter and happiness!
ReplyHe reached out to me yesterday. He said he just wanted to give me a closure and apologize for his actions, he also said he still cares about me and he didn't realize how important the situation is, he still talks to me but i stopped answering to his messages because rn i feel emotionaly exhausted.
Replydamn I am so sorry you had to deal with that. Guys tend to treat girls like that when they know they don't deserve them. He doesn't deserve the kindness and love you gave to him so don't give him something that he won't apprieciate. i know it is hard but I promise you will find someone who treats you right
ReplyI guess you're right.. thank you a lot..
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