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hi, im gabby. dont really know where to start, but i know iv been surffering and slilenced by depression for roughly 3 years, i wouldnt say iv gotton better. i have just learnt how to hide it, some in not good ways. it started in year 10 when i relased i was the one who tried really hard in school but never got any change in my grades, it put a toll on me, it put a toll on my outview of life, as i annomynously tried to kill my slef 2 that year, since then i learnt that i didnt want that, i didnt want to be left behind in this world, without making new memeorys, all i would be known as the girl who killed her self in year 10. iv leanred to cure it in different ways, im know 18. never been diagnosed. never been talked to about it. iv learnt going out, being by my sekf makes me feel loved, going camping, taking in the fresh air, feeling everything around me. i say this now, i still have depressioon, anxiety, ADD, and am dyslextic, i have ptsd. i have it all i feel it all, but iv made a promise to my self to not go anywhere but my own adventures to the outback where i can be me. iv finnally come to the acceptance of myself and what im going though, i hate it at times i really do, i suffer really bad at times. i think what the hardest thing is is other poeple and there judgyness. there words, there voice on what they say repeats in my head. yesterday i got called a drug addict, many times in one sentience, consistently, muffeldly, by one of my closest friends dad. he wouldn’t let go on how much wight i have lost and how much he feels bad for my parents to ‘whom I have become’ and how he’s glad his kids arnt like me. asking so many questions, when i wasn’t even using drugs at that time, i was completely sober, but he saw though me, he targeted me, he didn’t even know who I was, he didn’t even recognise me. it made me feel really out of place in this world, i dont know how to veiw it. things like that make me feel not welcomed in this world. it hits differnt become i did use drugs as a distracted, i still do but not asmcuh as what i used to, i got out of it before i couldnt, before it got worse.
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