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You know me, I wither without your attention. Will I ever admit my jealousy? No, of course not. I won't tell you I'm jealous but it does poke at my heartstrings that you say you're busy and then tell me all about how you hate talking to these other people on the internet... I love you, I don't want to upset you with this now. You've had such a rough couple of days, maybe you deserve a bit of internet rage, mm? But I hope that tomorrow you'll talk to me about the thing I've made for you, because it's been two days now and I really want a bit of praise. You said you will today but I think you forgot. It wounds me but I can't ask again, I did already. I think I should work on how it affects me. I always want to be desired and amazing to you. Sometimes it's overwhelming. Oh, darling, why can't I be simple, mm? When you ask me for praise you make it seem so easy, and I always give it to you, immediately, it's never troublesome. When I need it, I have to battle shame first, and wait second. Not that I blame you, but I wish I could ask right away and that's it. It's been over a year since you've become my treasure and I am devoted to you, but how do I distract from this piercing need of being adored by you? That I would like to know. I'm not always bound to you, we have lives that are separate, but sometimes the craving appears and it eats at me. Maybe mom and dad should have praised me more as a boy, I'm not exactly sure why it's so addicting...
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