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being in love with you was the worst
and best thing that ever happened to me
but the thing is i wasn't really in love
it was just the idea that i had
you had me and i had you
it was if we were the only two people in the planet
and all that mattered was the way we looked at each other
with you i was the safest i ever felt
you made me feel special
which is why i thought i was in love
but i wasn't
i was just attached
attached to the idea of you choosing me
over anyone else
attached to your soul on the way you looked at me
and reassured me that everything was okay
and i was so attached that i truly believed you
that's until everything fell apart
we stopped talking
and it felt like a whole new world
without you i had no purpose
without you i had no one to focus on
and now i know that the best thing for both of us
was to move on
and i claim I'm happier without you
but you're always in the back of my mind
it's like i can't help but think of you
when i see the color blue
or when i listen to that song that you told me you loved
when we stopped talking
it felt like a whole new beginning
in a good way
but also the most depressing way you could imagine
i kept asking myself
if everything you told me was a lie
because for me it was hard to get over you
but after we ended things
it felt like i was just another girl on your phone
the way you used to talk to me
made me feel like the most important girl in the world
and now i can't tell if the reassurance you gave me
was just to keep me attached
or if you truly felt that way
the reason being in love with you was so great
is because now i know what to expect
i know when i can and can't trust someone
and i know the difference between real love and attachment
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