about my crush 😵‍💫

im just going to say i have a huge HUGE crush on this guy and i was sitting on the bus today with his sister and i was brushing his hair (i hope he doesn't think im weird because of that) but anyway he said i could site with him and i took the chance (PS:the sister knows i like him!!...)as i was saying i was sitting next to him and i don't know if u would call it cuddling but i was sitting really close to him and his sister was talking to me and she wanted me to KISS HIM!!!! but i was to scared to and i don't know if he likes me back in that way and she told me and him to put our hands out and then she made us hold hands!!!!! best day of my life and he didnt even take his hand away and we were holding hands untill i got home and then when i was at my stop i gave him a HUGE hug and he gave me a hug back (cant wait to see him tomarrow at school)let me know what u guys think.....(XOXOXOXO) ~Sunflower