Rant

Is this hell ever gonna end? My abusive fathers drug dealer called. Went right back out bought another quantity I'm unaware of how many. Before they left mom was shrugging everything I said off defending him. She's like "he's out" despite saying she wouldn't take him there to get more after what he did to us. I know the same old shits gonna happen again he acts half drunk already ever though we're not speaking. IDGAF you don't give me a death threat and think I ll fuckin help you. I feel like screaming because it feels hopeless no way out. Sure I can leave but I got nowhere to go. My relatives don't give af about me and ignored me. All mom would say is when I asked is all you can do is sweep it under the rug saying he know what happened he called me stuff too she goes "yeah I don't want to have a heart attack" Yeah well me either but he's an abusive drunk and none of this is ok. Threatening to kill me to my face. Hate not having anybody to talk to about this. I can't stand this. Despite this woman's affirmations it sucks. I've been through too much misery because if this man. Mom too but she's too submissive. I hate your fucking drug habit dad make due or do without. I can't handle his fucking mouth anymore. Even animals turn when abused so long. I've been been told fuck you, called son of a b , mother fucker, and every other cuss words so I'm fed up. No good person should have to suffer what I'm being put through. Dad is a monster. God help us me n mom.

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