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I don’t really know what this website is but I really just want to let my thoughts out. I’m currently a high school freshmen and while my entire year has been fun it’s also extremely stressful. Ever since 6th grade I have been depressed over my future and what would happen. I realized how scary the outside world could be and wished that I can go back to being ignorant. This depression would grow and grow and I barely told anyone about it. I hate talking about my emotions so I never really get help. Even now currently I never seek for help. Yeah and now I’m more depressed than ever. I basically just lost the majority of my friends and am now mostly non social. My friends came up to me one day and said that I’ve been too close or something like that. I honestly don’t know the context all to well. Never asked because of how awkward it would be. One of my friends said to me that “they wouldn’t care if I was not there friend”. That sentence stuck with me. I started realizing that people wouldn’t care about me. I realized that I was incredibly replaceable. I just hate this a lot. I’m over worrying about my future and I’ve been mostly lonely. There has also been so much shit happening at my school like bullying and rumors and more shit that got me depressed. I don’t know what I’m gonna do with my life. I’ve been so isolated to the point we’re I only have my thoughts. I’m terrible at everything and I can’t do shit. I’m surrounded by people who are better than me in every way and all I want to do is improve myself and I can’t do that. All I want is to live happy. I hope I can reach that. I really need help.
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One of the worst things to do is to compare yourself to others so let them do their thing and you do yours. Because you have depression you need to see a doctor so tell your parents about all of this so that they will take you. It is no good worrying about the future because later on you will be more mature than you are now and you will handle and see things in a different way.
ReplyWhat if this persons parents are like my parents. What if they don't listen. This person may need to hide the fact that they need to see a counselor with the counseling phone numbers. I promise I am not trying to put this person down but you have to think about these things. You have to think about personality. What are the parents personality?
ReplyIt’s not that my parents don’t listen, it’s that I don’t tell them anything. I highly dislike talking about my emotions and I rarely ever tell anyone. My parents are actually highly supportive of me and they the listen to me when I need help with anything.
ReplyIt’s not that my parents don’t listen, it’s that I don’t tell them anything. I highly dislike talking about my emotions and I rarely ever tell anyone. My parents are actually highly supportive of me and they the listen to me when I need help with anything.
ReplyWell in that case that is very good. That is not how my parents are. I try to tell them stuff and they either don't listen or don't care.
ReplyThere are some counseling phone numbers. Here. text HOME to 741741 and you can call the number 1-800-273-8255. Those are some numbers that I know to get help. I have had to use these before and it helped out. A lot. I really do hope you get better.
ReplyHonestly, I feel the same way, in the way that I somehow compare myself to other people because other people compare me to others. Because of it, it kind of made my mind automatically compare myself to other people and it really just makes me more sad and I have always felt that I wouldn’t amount to anything.
ReplyIf I am really being honest, same.
ReplyLet me tell you something , Last Year , I was so anxious about The future and I lost so much energy over Thinking too much . Now I regret it wasting all my energy like that, Why? Because everything is going way better than expected .
Just Work Hard , Do your best and Everything will be Okey . Don't Worry .
ReplyThank you for the advice. I’ll try my best and see what I can do.
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