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4 months ago · · Brokenhearted, · Explicit
I just got out of a 4 month online relationship.. It's been only a day and a half which feels like a full year. I just don't want to grieve this pain anymore. It's like i want the energy to get over him but like- i go right back to grieving and I don't wanna do it anymore. I'm stuck. I had a whole breakdown in school 3 TIMES TODAY. And i tried my best to hide it and to be honest, that did not work at all. I just don't know how to get over this.. I tried so fucking hard to keep this relationship last and making sure that i'm doing ok and not making any mistakes. I just- I still can't believe me and him broke up. I'm still shocked. I don't know what to do anymore. I need help. Suggestions please.