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There are guys who are good and cute. For example, the ones who are slim or the ones' with good boday and good height. Then there are guys who are either one, either tall and fat or the ones' who are slim and short. Even they are probably looked upon.
Then there are the ones like me. Who are short and fat. This are the kind of guys who have bad lucks from the day we are born. Not entitled for friendships because I look odd, I don't blend in with the regular group of people.
I try to talk others, my friends and cousins. Am I so awkard that I cannot have any friendships. Because of my odd personality, I don't find proper clothes. I look odd, awkard. I have tried my level best to find friendship. All my friends have dumped me. My current friends are the ones whom I did not even know a couple of months ago. All my old friends ignore me. I try to maintain contact with them but nobody gives back the time or even ask me how am I doing or everything is fine with me.
I have no relatives because my mom thought that staying away from relatives is the best thing for me. I do not talk to any relatives and hardly know anyone apart from my first cousins.
I have anxiety, going through depression and also PTSD (or C-PTSD). I remember my life events like it is a movie. I don't remember maxwells equations but I remember which shirt I wore on the day I purchased 3 kg sugar, or the day when I humiliated myself in front of class by crawling on the floor.
I want to talk with someone about my career, discuss about life, talk to them about which pizza toppings are the best combination, debate over which harry potter movie is the best. I want to talk with a friend who is close to me and talk about all these nonsense and laugh about it.
At present I am in a small bedroom, figuring about what went worng that I don't have any good friends and thinking why am I thinking this, so please help me!!!!
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My guess is because you believe yourself as awkward unlucky person- therefore people feel that vibe on you. My brother also dislikes himself/not confident about himself and it definitely shows when I talk to him. It honestly makes me uncomfortable. Maybe its something like that.
ReplyI do not talk about me. I try to listen to people, help them in what they need and talk about general stuff. I don't talk negative about me. I try to keep negative things to me and try to be jovial with others. Many times I have went out of my way to do something for my friends and yet ended up getting hurt..... Why is everyone so cruel to people like me.
ReplyMy son is short, fat, and bald and has friends and enjoys life. It isn't your appearance it is how you present yourself and your personality. Forget about how you look by not comparing yourself to others. Come across to others as a happy confident person and you should be right.
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