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hi!! many people may recognize my name already considering I whine about my problems monthly. great news, I have more to whine about <3
okay so, let's start from the beginning, I have a stepmom, let's call her Christina; that thinks shes in total power while my dad is away at work, she constantly degrades my appearance, and how lazy I am (I'm not lazy at all I constantly do chores around her house and never get rest for it, so my legs and arms are always so worn out,) so I kinda snapped at her, not too much because I didn't want my dad to beat the shit out of me, but I remember saying something this morning and my dad hit me in the back of the head.. it still hurts, I'm scared to go home, the only safe space I have is at school (which I'm at right now,) and I don't ant to leave.. I've never been scared to go home til this morning, I'm scared that he's still gonna be pissed at me and take everything I own out of my room, he already canceled my phone, so I'm even more scared I'm gonna lose all contact with my partner... I was just about to buy her a shark stuffed animal she always wanted from Amazon, I was even close to receiving 200 followers on my Instagram(@edgyvomit) but now everything has gone to shit, because of me? was it me?
frankly, I'd just loooove to kill myself tonight, my partner was the only person keeping me from leaving, and now I have nothing. I want to die so bad, there's nothing to live for anymore, nothing is keeping me stable anymore, I'm so tired of everything, I just want to sleep peacefully, forever.
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tw: self harm yesterday i came clean to my mother that i had relapsed and started cutting again and when she found out her heart broke and her face looked a...
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tw: self harm hi ily, let me know what u think of this poem as i am currently struggling with self harm and need to let it out. —————————...
I promise it gets better please dont kys/ I would write more but im in class now Im so sorry
Replyi'll try my best <3
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