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Just because its "past tense" doesn't mean my feelings aren't valid. Ok dad's sobered up. I told dad everything he did to me and some he didn't want to hear. Well just because he gave a idk what would you call it apology him n mom act like im supposed to sweep it under the rug. He's like "if you keep 1 foot in yesterday you'll piss all over today" then " how would you like to keep having hot water thrown in your face'" ( things he did to us while drunk not actually hot water). That's not my fault own your behavior.
What would you do? They're crocodile tears BECAUSE HE'S OUT OF DRUGS AND WANTS TO USE ME FOR MY LEGAL MEDS AND I DON'T HAVE A FUCKING CHOICE NOW ITS ABSOLUTELY BULLSHIT HIM Always thinking I'll.bail him out. 😠😠😠😠😠😠😠💢 . As I said he went too far. Read the Addiction abusive father tags if you don't know what he's done to me.
Well you can't say you'll cut my effing head off then magically act like everythings alright.
He swears he's gonna seek help. I have my doubts. Its not my fucking fault he ate 120 pills in a week. I don't want to run out of my own meds legally prescribed by my own Dr Which I don't abuse. He does. I hate this so much. I made my point to him but still idk. FUCK I hate the whole mess. IDGAF I'll never trust him again.
Hes like well i could be an asshole (a threat) and get said treatment facility to get me a place and manage my money. Well idc do it then . Let me and mom alone. Im not your fucking pharmacy dad. God I hate this so much.
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