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I hate that my dad's drug addiction problems not only affect me but ends up becoming my problem. He's been on these drugs for years. Its not my or our fault he abuses them. He's in a really irritable shape right now and im the only thing keeping him from having blood pressure spikes or other stuff happening to him.
He don't want to comprehend or understand the hell he puts through each month. 100 effing pills that he gets is 200 of mine which would last me 2.5 months, which he ate in a week despite knowing withdrawal consequences. Its really terrible. He tries to justify they never tried to wean him off properly. He could if he wouldn't abuse them. But he's got 0 control and gets a rebel head once he buys them. That's the problem. We can't help him and im tired being his bail out cuz I DO NOT ABUSE THEM AHHHHHHHHHH. It pisses me off ok. He's like " I've done what I want my whole life I'll do what I want'. Then ends up like this going 😠help me in out. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. You just dk how frustrating this is. He's been on this drug 40 year's. He should know better. Its bullshit and you know it dad. Yeah you're suffering cuz you were stupid in your actions. You think I wanna run out of my meds cuz of you? Especially after you threatened to cut my head off drunk? If I had a way out idve walked away and said its your problem not mine as you so coldly did me years ago when I had problems. Im tired being his bail out with crocodile tears in his eyes. Oh I wouldn't say that with a normal head he says. You've done alot of bad stuff to me dad. Im merciful but my feelings are valid too. Every month this happens n he's getting worse each time. It makes me mad just talking about it I want vindicated. I understand Addiction but being abusive n using too that's a little much.
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