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We are married for 6 years now and we have a kid....almost 3 years old...Our relationship and feelings for each other has gone through so many changes...and it occurred all by itself. Before when we dated or even after marriage we stayed distance apart and still had a bond. we loved each other so much that i never needed the urge to look for a site like this to express my innermost feelings. we shared everything. I have never dated another man and before him I had no idea what love was or how to be emotionally dependent on someone. But over the couple of years specially after the baby, we have been slowly drifting apart..i mean not physically...we still are great in bed but there is no connection other than the daily hustle and bustle of life. Even when we get some time alone, I expect us to talk about us, or our feelings or the challenges or whatever that is solely related to us, but he doesn't. When I start the talk, he will put down the phone and pretend to listen but in his mind he only thinks of how to get back to whichever form of screen he is using. I have talked about this drifting distance between us, he has acknowledged at times as well, but it doesn't seem to bother him at all. For him everything is fine. We are from different caste, me being a marwari and he an Assamese and as you can imagine I had to face a lot of hurdles convincing my mom to accept him as our culture and eating habits differ tremendously me being a vegetarian and he non-vegetarian which worried my mom too much. To be with him I dont know why, I lost a lot of my friends as well. But at that time he was so much into me, it didnt matter. Now I feel so hollow and left out and I do not have many friends as well. At times I feel very lonely. I just want to be loved the way I was and was promised when he proposed to me. But that aint happening. Although he cares about me but he is not romantically involved. I dont know how else to put it. I miss the warmth and love which I offer him but he ignores. and I love him so much I cant imagine my life with anyone else.
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Your mom needs to worry about her own life. What has someone else's eating habits got to do with someone else?
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