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Most people don’t like me
1 month ago · · Friendship,
I think that when people see me for the first time, they think I’m posh, mean, and harsh. I’m just not the “bubble little sunshine that you want to hug” type of person but I can be and I am a great friend. So they don’t even try to get to know me and become haughty and uninterested themselves (I guess to protect themselves?). When I see such events, I actually become as they see me. I don’t talk to them or give them any attention because I don’t want to beg for their attention or give them feeling like they are worth the attention.
This was happening to me in high school and now in university as well. I had my first university days this week and some girls already “kicked me out” of their group. I feel horrible and unwanted and lost a lot of confidence and spark.